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| 07.03.08 (6:22 pm) [edit] |
its been a while since i wrote on here....not much has changed, been feeling better with the new doctor....i am getting closer to returning to work, not sure how i feel about that......suppose i gotta try to resume to my former life at work....they are ballbreakers and it will be nice to get them off my back...thats all i gotta say for now
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| 02.28.08 (3:49 pm) [edit] |
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five days.....five days until my next appointment with the specialist......five days until i get another dose of non-help....whats the matter with these people?...i know its trial and error, but fuck!! start doing some good for a change .....
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| 02.06.08 (6:33 pm) [edit] |
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still nothing noteworthy to report....is there ever?.....it does not seem like it, nothing happens in my world right now.....good, bad or otherwise...if it did, id write about it.....so dont blame me for the silence
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| 01.26.08 (11:25 pm) [edit] |
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well, kiss my grits......the doctor noticed side effects and altered my meds slightly.....for once i wasnt swept under the rug
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| 01.21.08 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
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off to the specialist tomorrow......i predict the usual lip service which amounts to a complete waste of time.......for once it would be nice to be wrong, a pleasant surprise indeed...but i am far too negative and have history on my side...
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| 01.15.08 (9:56 pm) [edit] |
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i get to go see the specialist next tuesday
only a week to kill.....should blow right by
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| 01.11.08 (11:33 pm) [edit] |
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i should hire a ghostwriter .......i never have anything to say.....but my GW could think of something to write...supposed to meet my old roommate for lunch tomorrow.....hope he shows this time.....my dad just turned 60, and my ma turns 60 in two weeks.....makes me feel old...i often wonder if other people are just as bored as I am........it sucks sitting around waiting to die.......
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| 01.05.08 (12:23 am) [edit] |
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dont have much to say today......cant sleep, must have taken a bad pill....i am wide awake with no idea why....the pill usually knocks me out....momma said knock you out......
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| 01.01.08 (9:56 pm) [edit] |
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well, made it through another year....heres hoping this year is better.....it cant be any worse
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| 12.28.07 (11:09 pm) [edit] |
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2nd attempt.......wow. what a christmas.....went to my sisters house, ate, chatted etc....then she pulled out some pills......what a pleasant surprise....throw in a boatload of weed and we were off....she got more gibbled than i did....christmas day 8pm, still going.....4am, still going.....noon, still going....by 8pm my sis needed sleep so badly, so i came home.....took 2 days to recover.... going to bed now as i still feel like i havent caught up...... i love my sister
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| 12.24.07 (10:11 pm) [edit] |
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i received a christmas card today from a dear friend ......it made my day, brought a smile to my face, a rare sight indeed.........going to bed now, still smiling.....i am expecting to go to my sisters house tomorrow for dinner......home cooked meal...mmmmmmmm .....merry christmas to those of you who read my ramblings...............
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| 12.20.07 (10:07 pm) [edit] |
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holy smokes....activity....got to leave the appt today....had to go pay car insurance, and get my christmas shopping done.....there isnt many people i have to buy for, so it didnt take that long....but at least i was out for a few hours...these are the little things i have been taken for granted for a while now, but i am sure glad i got out today.....i remember the days when what i did today would not be considered a big deal....it was not that long ago
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| 12.16.07 (11:37 pm) [edit] |
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still nothing noteworthy to report.................. not a surprise however
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| 12.11.07 (10:35 pm) [edit] |
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nothing to see here ...please move along...itll be a while before theres anything of note here....ill let you know....when you go through the same routine everyday, its hard to expect anything ....good or bad......good? haha thats a good one
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| 12.08.07 (11:11 pm) [edit] |
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nothing ever changes with me....i could pluck a post at random and re-use it and nobody would know the difference...why?..because there isnt one...fuck am i tired of doing nothing almost every day, its making life less bearable...stop the world and let me off
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| 12.05.07 (10:10 pm) [edit] |
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i barely left the bed today.......and when i did, all i wanted to do was to be back in bed....i hate these days...im going back to bed
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| 12.04.07 (10:51 pm) [edit] |
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so i got out of the appt. today to run a few errands.....felt nice,albeit brief...... stopped off for a few burgers on the way back and now i am getting ready to go to bed.....dont know the next time i will get to leave home, albeit brief
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| 12.01.07 (11:34 pm) [edit] |
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so i havent gotten drunk to the point where i got sick in a while....but that changed tonight....i started at 650, ran out of booze, went to the store in -22C to get more....and continued to drink over half the 26......11 o clock hit and i got sick, now off to bed to sleep it off....dont know the point of it all, but it needed to be done.....im home alone and i thought it best i tie one on.....i chose poorly, as i deplore getting sick but i enjoyed the drinking....put on some groovy house music and watched my Flames lose in overtime....i may regret this in the morning, but right now i feel pretty good.....what more can i ask for
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| 11.30.07 (9:10 pm) [edit] |
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so i got through the week.....got out and ran most of my errands, never got to see my sister unfortunately .... she means the world to me, i love her like no other.....shaking very badly right now so im going to take a pill and try to get some solid rack....going to be -20C tonight and for the weekend....thats enough random thoughts...peace
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| 11.27.07 (8:27 pm) [edit] |
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horseshit...pure horseshit..... everything i had planned for today went out the window because i wasnt able to leave my appt. even had to cancel a visit to see my sister, which i was really looking forward to..... ill try to do the running around tomorrow, health permitting .....Kym suggested thursday as a make up date for dinner.....i hope i can make it....you know your life is depressing when thats your most concerned hope......i just want to cry
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| 11.26.07 (6:27 pm) [edit] |
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woohoo...i get to leave the appt tomorrow .....gots to go pay car registration.....think ill pop into the grocery store while im out, pick up a few items of food.....i havent received my november cheque yet, starting to get a bit worried.......not surprised tho......then off to my sisters for dinner, so not a total loss of a day....
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| 11.25.07 (10:50 pm) [edit] |
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the daily grind is getting to me.....i sleep,not very well but its still sleep, get up, kill 10-12 hours and go back to sleep.......i want more
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| 11.24.07 (1:01 am) [edit] |
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surprise,surprise,surpris e...... work is fucking with me again....the head office thinks ive been sacked, and as a result, have not been reimbursing me for my meds.....i pay up front and get paid back in about three weeks, just in time for the next months supply..... but somebody dropped the ball and i have to suffer.....money is tight as it is, and now they are two months in arrears for my meds.....and speaking of meaningless holidays, happy fucking thanksgiving.... i did enjoy the football though....
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| 11.20.07 (10:55 pm) [edit] |
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one day every two months....thats all i have to look forward to, the day when i go see my specialist, some compassion, and some human contact.....that day was today....and i was too sick to go......i started shaking even worse about a month or so ago......my head and hands.....and its quite noticeable.....makes it harder to type....i wonder how i am going to get back to work.......i wonder when the docs are going to have some answers....i suppose i need to show up first
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| 11.17.07 (12:16 am) [edit] |
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im back.....i suppose i never really left, just havent posted anything in a while...........its been a while since ive posted, and as a betting man, id bet the proverbial farm that nothing has changed.....i might have found a new way or two to pass the time, but nothing significant to report....im getting worse, if anything.......for those who care, i apologize for not posting sooner....but really, arent we all getting tired of my bitching.....
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